swissmarg: Mrs Hudson (Default)
[personal profile] swissmarg posting in [community profile] 221b_recs
Special note: This fic was first recced in this community by [livejournal.com profile] iamshadow in the Open Recs post on 23 June 2012.

Title: The Fabric of Life
Author: [livejournal.com profile] holyfant
Pairing: John/Mary, John/Sherlock
Length: 156,380 words
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: None
Verse: BBC Sherlock
Author's summary: The fabric of life rearranges itself around the re-emergence of Sherlock.

Reccer's comments: I'm calling it now, this is going to be a fandom classic. It is so epic and powerful and realistically addresses all of the emotions that would have come from Sherlock's fall at the end of series 2. At its most basic level, it is a post-Reichenbach return fic with some light casework thrown in. But as the first paragraph shows, it is so much more than that:

When Sherlock came back, John went into a shock that was like being underwater. His body felt like it was under siege, was being compressed, being forced in on its own boundaries. Pressure on his lungs, on his ears, a dangerous heaviness on the giving-in strength of his skull, a dull pounding the only sound that he heard, and his sight lined with a shifting blurriness that seemed to fit, in this moment where past and present crashed into each other with the speed of light.

The writing is so beautiful and eloquent, and expresses all the complex emotions and issues that come up with Sherlock's return in a way that makes them tangible in their heartbreaking reality. And this level of intensity doesn't let up for over 155,000 words.

Although it's almost a foregone conclusion that John moves back in with Sherlock when he returns, nothing comes easily. Both of them have changed drastically during the two years (not the usual three) they were apart, and finding their way back to each other is painful and by no means sure, even if it's the thing they both want more than anything else.

The slow reveal of just what Sherlock went through during his absence is done masterfully, and as the story is written from John's point of view, we struggle along with him to understand and to find a place for his own emotions and experiences while being overwhelmed with Sherlock's.

A very special and unique aspect to this fic is the presence of John's friends from his grief support group, who all come with their own tragic histories and black humour that injects necessary reality checks along the way.

This fic deals heavily with grief, death, survivor's guilt, PTSD, and suicidal ideation, so if these are sensitive areas for you, you will want to proceed with caution. Despite the subject matter and the large dose of angst, however, it's very life-affirming in the end, and just a wonderful story of love.

Date: 2012-06-24 12:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] numberthescars.livejournal.com
Lol I was about to rec this! Such an amazing story, I can't believe it's finished. *sniff* Thanks for reccing, your comments really do it justice. :)

Date: 2012-06-24 12:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] numberthescars.livejournal.com
No worries! I hadn't written anything yet. I'm just happy this fic is getting the attention it deserves. :)

Date: 2012-06-24 01:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cherrysyllabub.livejournal.com
I started reading this yesterday and I love it!

Date: 2012-06-24 02:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] holyfant.livejournal.com
Thank you so, so much. <3 Response to your feedback to follow, just wanted to thank you already. :)

Date: 2012-06-24 06:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siobhan-jane.livejournal.com
I just finished reading this. Very satisfying fic. I wasn't sure about it at first (too many run-on sentences in the first chapter), but I'm glad I stuck with it. Character voices right on point. It's a great look at their relationship post-the fall.

Date: 2012-06-25 09:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlonadragon.livejournal.com
I hadn't realised this was finally finished! My favourite thing about it is John's grief support group - the OCs are perfectly realised and it's a lovely way of exploring questions of loss and mourning and guilt. If season three approaches this with even half the respect and elegance that holyfant does, I'll be very pleased.

Profile

221b_recs: (Default)
A Sherlock Holmes Recs Community

November 2018

S M T W T F S
    123
45678910
11121314151617
18192021222324
252627282930 

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jun. 14th, 2025 08:24 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios